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come to think of it. things are a little better now. somehow lighter lesser problems.
i really hope things will remain this way. memories that make us stronger memories that make us sad. memories that makes us happy. mixed feelings. happy n sad, sad n angry and happy n angry. after all you're still the drug i urge for.

even though we been apart for weeks? 1 month? idk. the memories are always there. every single day without fail you always appear in my mind somehow. i feel protective of you, i don't want u to get hurt or sad. somehow i don't have the strength to resist seeing you but i can't. cause maybe somehow i know you're out there safe happy and doing the thing you do best. you are afterall still my sweet drug.

well ya. my arm still hurts feeling like cutting off the cast. my checkup will be on the 2nd of october long right? cant wait to get this over and done with. anyway i should watch whatever i say now i dont wanna repeat the same fucking mistakes again. everything happens for a reason? okay i feel like sleeping already damn it. feeling light headed. i pray i hope things will be better.












ABCDEF! afterall you're still my sweet drug.