Monday, September 14, 2009

listen to my story. this maybe our last chance.

i wonder why i'm feeling so fucked up. maybe tired? weak? or maybe there is too much things on my mind already. it feels like as though someone is stepping/sitting on it. there is so much on my mind and i can't find anyone to confide to. anyway its always been this way for me and it sucks. i guess dreams are just dreams. reality is the real thing. what am i thinking now. idk. totally once again messed up i just wanna be good for now. no problems or anything. whatever it is don say the wrong thing i guess. just one word may change everything forever.

this maybe my last chance idk. all i'm gonna do now is to watch a show. a real live one based on true events. i'm just gonna watch just watch, all i can do is to just be there when you fall that's all. words actions tears sadness happiness anger jealousy mixed feelings. idk what to do man damn it shit it fuck it! and finally two days without problems thank god! that's all for now damn it!













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