Tuesday, September 29, 2009

markanthony is wide awake!

i can't seem to freaking sleep. there's too much on my mind. just took more of my pills which i'm not suppose to but i still can't seem to freaking sleep. pictures of you in my mind. fragments. broken pieces. flashbacks. it will all come back again. it sucks like hell. wah i can feel the rush of the pills already. am i gonna die? so is this overdose?

what am i freaking thinking. will i dream of u again? its been straight days already and it always feels so real. that hug really felt so real. wow! anyway its just a dream right? fastasy. dreams. reality. facts. choices.

feeling light headed now. love is not a game. love is like a puzzle? i guess. finding the missing last and only piece to complete the puzzle. your other half. what crap am i talking about. must be crazy already. i always asked myself what is it always the image of you stuck in my mind. damn it. seriously someone please take a beer bottle and smash it on my head. just do it.






ABCDEF! listen to my story. the missing piece. where is it.