thanks for memories. listen to my story.
memories? misses? effort? love? tears? barrier? surprises?
what am i thinking? what am i doing? what am i crying for? what am i suppose to do?
it seems like darkness always cover my life instead of light. where is my light? my starlight. stargirl? haha! people say there are alot of fishes in the ocean? but how many? i dont know what to say. it sucks. i used to think we could build a perfect world just for the both of us. where there are endless laughter. we could laugh all day long. we could just be so happy. just the both of us.
the greatest barrier in my life? the hurdle i have to cross. the winding road ahead of me. the unforgiving elements. the unimaginable pain. the weirdest of all dreams. the temptation to resist seeing/thinking of you. we used to be so happy. we used to call each other everyday and night. i guess somethings change some never do. time never stops ticking. life goes on no matter how hard is it. move along? its not that easy. easier said than done. i just want to be happy but i can't something always seems to hold me back. yeah you yes you. you the one that i always think of. will someone just take a beer bottle and smash me in the head. that will be cool i swear.
listen to my story now. i guess you're out there smiling/happy. doing the thing you do best. living life like there's no end to it. i'll miss you that's for sure. memories can never be forgotten it only can be suppress for a short while and it will all be back again someday anytime anywhere. agree? memories are like your pillar of strength. they keep you going with life. sort of a drug. i guess the strongest emotion in life is being in love with the ones that can make you laugh smile cry and an experience that no one can forget. totally impossible. yes you i can never forget you that's for sure. a way back into love? i'll live to see that come again. when will i be gone? i don't know. that's up to god.
mad world? truly one. all i can say is this. expect the unexpected. go on with life. but for sure i'll miss you. afterall you're still my sweet drug i swear its true. cause i walk alone i walk alone. a lonely september? true enough. can't wait for the new month to come. yeah listen to my story. listen real hard. i'll post whenever i have something on my mind? ciao!
ABCDEF! this is markanthony. this is my story. sweet drug oh sweet drug. speechless.
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