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morning already. just got home from outside. i cant seem to fall asleep. tired but ya. nothing. been thinking of stuffs lately again but ya forget it. everything seems to fall apart again and it sucks. seriously but what can i do? nothing at all. zero movement.

all the bittersweet memories starts to come back again. the thought of having you in my arms seems pretty impossible. jealous in a way. seriously what can i fucking do. it seems its even harder to reach out for you anymore. i tried but ya sigh. it sucks. if only we had that bond again. would not it be nice?







it seems you're like miles away. impossible to reach. my paper heart.