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thoughts. time. dreams. wishes. trouble. thinking. trying. impossible.

i never thought it will be this hard. maybe totally impossible. i'll just watch you from afar. doing nothing at all. will you even notice my presence there. will you even bother caring the littlest of things i do. here i am resisting the temptation to see/text you. i wonder if i even got the chance to pick the pieces up for you. time is there but for how long. i longed for just a hug. a warmth that only this lifetime has. bittersweet memories yet again. i miss your presence that's all. the word adore seems to always ring inside my head. i'm not in love not without you. your smile never fails to light up my day. the jokes and laughter we used to go crazy with. late night out slacking. everything reminds me of you. i miss you in a way. that's all

everything we had. whether it is just memories it means alot. no matter how short it is we been together. you do mean alot to me. i'm sorry for what i have done. truly i am. i can never ever forget you i know you can but i cant. and it sucks. if only the stars were a little more bright would things be a little better. all i can do is wait and watch. that's all and it sucks. i wish for things to be better. i hope. hoping.





tears. i'm sorry.